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kakorraphiaphobia, kakorraphiophobia (s) (noun); kakorraphiaphobias, kakorraphiophobias (pl)
An irrational distress of failure, defeat, or of "looking bad": Jessica, affected by kakorraphiophobia, always studied very hard for her classes in school because she definitely wanted to be the best student of all of her classmates that year.