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cryptanamnesia (s) (noun), cryptanamnesias (pl)
A subconscious memory or a completely forgotten memory of something that had happened to someone: Irene felt that she had a cryptanamnesia about what had happened to her before she talked to her medical doctor, not the experiences of sight or hearing or any of the senses, but the ones which were hidden or suppressed in her mind.