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animadversiveness (an" uh mad VUHRS uhv niss) (s) (noun) (usually no plural)
The state or quality of being severely critical or making remarks about how badly people are doing something: Jane didn’t like her mathematics class because of the animadversiveness that her teacher always showed when one of the students didn’t know the right answer or made a mistake while showing the use of numbers on the blackboard during class.