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pathophilia (s) (noun), pathophilias (pl)
1. The acceptance and adjustment of a disease: Pathophilia is the changeof habits to conditions made mandatory by some chronic disease.
2. An excessive, abnormal desire to be sick; nosophilia: When Ruth was little, she suffered from pathophilia, whereby, in certain situations, she wanted to become ill although she had no ailments.