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teleophobia (s) (noun) (no plural)
1. A fear of religious ceremonies: Brenda, who had teleophobia, never liked to go to church on Sundays because she found the church services so boring, feeling that she had to participate, and she thought that the sermons did not help her with her daily life.
2, A great unwillingness to acknowledge that things tend to end: Nathan, affected by teleophobia, never seemed to complete his stamp project, and always thought of something more to add or to improve.